This is the article I wrote in BBC 'Have your View'.
We all can see the picture above here that, a tank, seems to be moving towards the person. However, when you look at the video released by China Government, it is very clear that the tank was not moving, and also just tried to move in other directions to avoid clash with the person.Even from former Chinese leader Deng Xiaoping, in the government internal meeting, said, they tried the best, and he can assure that no one is bumped by any tank.
We also know that there are a lot of sodiers marched into squre, but the world should know what happened when they try to move in the sqaure. Tens of soldiers died, thousands of military tracks were burned by the people. Soldiers, in order not to hurt the people, even be beaten, burned to die, they didn't shoot even one bullet. yes, the purpose of the students in the tiananmen square is good. However, the good event was utilized by people with other bad purpose. Can you imagine that the soldiers are just been killed by the people? Can you imagine that even they were been killed, even their gun were grabbed, even they saw their friends die, the China soldier, didn't fired at all at this stage? Which country can have so good soldiers?
But the thing was going to be out of control,it was just a chaos over the Beijing, a capital of a country. At this stage, even in the government video, they admitted that they have to fire to the sky to show alert,but people were just getting crazy. from the Government video, they stated that they, at last, shoot the people, who went on fighting, burning the soldiers. Can you imagine, in U.S, in France, in Britain, the people killed soldiers? Let's have a look what did U.S government do to their protestors. In 1932, during the Big Depression, the soldiers who has fighted World War I, protested in front of the white house, but Ammerican Government and military, shoot at the people who has protected their country. In 70s, their were anti-war protest over U.S. However, the soldier went into the university campus and killed 4 students in Kent University. Campared U.S government and U.S soldier with China government and China Soldier, I think, China soldier China government performed very well. What will U.S government do when their soldiers killed by the people? In China, even they were killed, they didn't fire.
I believe that there were people died, which China government also admits, but everyone should look at the whole picture.Don't just pick the part you are 'interested in'. I also hope that, my article, if there is any probability to be published, published as the whole. Never just picked sentances in this article. thanks.
By the way, although I am in Singapore, I am a Chinese citizen. Before I was also very confused with what happened at all? With time passing by, more details were known by me. I just can say, I am proud of my China soldiers, I am proud of my government, though there are a lot of things need to be changed. I feel safe to be protected by this kind of soldiers, who are tender to the people but can beat any enemies.
artistry picture
it is me!
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
Monday, September 1, 2008
minister my parents
I always have a savage anger against my parents, they left me and went to another province which is 1000kilometers far away since I was 6 years old. I never know what is the feeling to stay with my parents.I have very little and blur memory about them. I overcome obstacle more by myself. Now it has been 15 years since they went to the other state. The blood is the only thing that can connected us. I have been getting more angry against them. Whenever I see the real intimate relation between my friends and their parents, it embittered me. But I will follow Jesus, to forgive my parents. moreover, I will glorify them. I will not just look for their protection and their love, but to bless and minister them. It is my turn to make effort to comfort them.I will repair our relationship from changing my heart. I've forgiven them, for the sake of Jesus, Amen.
Sunday, July 13, 2008
My senior paster
I copy and paste this from my friends' blog, it is really interesting.
Just read the full interview below:
Pastor Lawrence Khong’s proudest contribution is setting up Touch Community Services, an award-winning non-profit organisation.
EVERYTHING about Lawrence Khong, from the many hats he wears, right down to his choice of shoes, screams unconventional.
This is a man who does not conform to normal expectations, and his red-rimmed spectacles, red Converse sneakers and stylishly gelled hair are testimony to that.
His appearance is not something you would expect of a 55-year-old, and certainly not of someone who is a senior pastor, social worker, magician, businessman and national athlete all rolled into one very energetic body.
When you compliment him on his trendy appearance, he replies with a boisterous laugh: “I’m just a lao hiao.”
The Hokkien term means old vainpot.
“We shouldn’t be afraid of who we are. Flamboyance is not wrong and it depends on how I use it. I can use it to flirt around and be immoral or I can use it to just add colour to an occasion.”
Still, it is hard to reconcile the image of a God-fearing man delivering a heartfelt sermon with that of an illusionist who has performed magic as shocking as “decapitating” his daughter and walking down into the audience, holding her head.
“The young people love it. It is our version of a horror movie,” he says with a twinkle in his eyes.
Pastor Khong may not be a household name but his resume is so long it can be an article in itself.
He is the senior pastor of Faith Community Baptist Church (FCBC), which he started in 1986. One of the megachurches in Singapore, it has a congregation of about 10,000 and holds services at the Singapore Expo’s Max Pavilion.
He is the founder and chairman of Touch Community Services, a non-profit welfare organisation which has 18 centres in Singapore helping the under-privileged and the needy.
He is a magician and has performed in sell-out shows to more than 200,000 people in Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand, Korea, Japan, China, Taiwan and the United States.
He is a businessman, the creative brains behind his production house, Gateway Entertainment, which produces magic shows and makes drama feature films and television movies.
To top it off, he is also a national polo player who won a silver medal with his team at last year’s South-east Asia Games.
“I’m someone who cannot sit still,” he says. “When I was doing my master’s in theology, I would be working on three papers at the same time.”
He demonstrates his yen for multitasking by pretending to type furiously on the table, then suddenly turning his attention to something on his right and then thumbing an imaginary stack of papers.
He adds: “I can think of nothing worse than a beach holiday where I do nothing.
“When I go on a skiing trip, I find out what time the ski resort opens and I will be the first in line, and the whole day will be packed with activities.”
It goes without saying then that the past few months have been pure bliss, as he squeezes daily rehearsals into his already packed schedule.
From Saturday (July 12) till July 20, he and his 27-year-old daughter Priscilla will be performing in a magical theatre show called MagicBox at the Esplanade.
They have also teamed up for the popular magic musical, Magic Of Love, which debuted at the Singapore Indoor Stadium in 2001 and has since toured over 15 cities.
Pastor Khong, who has been performing magic since he was 13, has a wellrehearsed answer when asked if there is a disparity between his roles as a pastor and as a magician, since some Christians frown upon magic as it is deemed to be demonic.
He says: “Yes, I’ve always been asked this question. ‘Pastors are supposed to tell the truth, and here you are bluffing me’.
“Actually, the most honest person in this world is a magician because I tell you I am bluffing you and then proceed to deceive you. I’ve warned you.
“There are some people who deceive you without warning you at all.”
His kids can do magic, too.
THIS interview is conducted over two days, first at his office in Serangoon North, then over lunch at the Singapore Polo Club a few days later.
Charismatic and forthcoming, he is the sort of person whom you will never feel bored being around as he is, in the words of his wife Nina, “full of surprises”.
Dr Khong, 55, who gave up her medical practice six years ago to help him run his production house, says: “He’s not the kind to be contented with the status quo, doing the same thing day in, day out.”
Besides Priscilla, they have three other children, who can all perform magic: Anthony, 26, works in the IT industry; Michelle, 25, is pursuing a degree in architecture at the National University of Singapore and Daniel, 21, is doing national service. They live in a condominium in Serangoon.
Describing her husband as a very easy-going man who never sulks, Dr Khong adds: “Lawrence lives life on the cutting edge and brings a lot of fun into our family life.”
For example, when he turned 40, he decided that he wanted to learn how to ride a horse and promptly enrolled the entire family in riding school.
Six years ago, he developed a passion for snow skiing and, of course, everyone in the family ended up loving the sport too.
He brings a lot of fun to this interview too, as he has all sorts of tricks up his sleeve – literally.
One moment, he is telling you about the two horses he owns, Indio and Sandy, and then the next, he is coolly switching coins surreptitiously from one palm to the next as you watch on, open-mouthed.
He can be munching hungrily on a hot bun with his left hand, and before you realise what is happening, he is already producing one card after another using his right hand, seemingly from thin air.
“These are all tricks. Everyone can do what I do. It’s not like you need some spiritual powers,” he says almost nonchalantly.
Then, in a more serious tone, he adds that he sees the art of magic as “just a medium to communicate good messages of love and family”. He says: “This is why I feel very integrated. As a pastor, I want my members to value family. As a social worker, I realise that (the lack of love) is an issue behind most social problems.
“As a magician, if I can have a great piece of entertainment that makes money for me, puts me onto the path of success and yet allows me to do something very valuable for society, why not?”
That last part refers to Project Smile (Sharing Magic In Love Everywhere), a programme which he pioneered and conceptualised in 2002. It trains youths and adults in magic, and they then entertain the under-privileged in hospitals, day-care centres and homes.
That, along with his “gentle persistence, constant dialogue and explanation and growing success in the positive aspects”, has helped him gain more acceptance from his church members about his love for magic.
But he acknowledges that there are people who find that this is something they cannot reconcile with and have left to join other churches. “Given my profile, there will always be people who don’t like me."
“It’s okay. Don’t make life so difficult for yourself, go find something that you like. I’m not the only pastor in town.”
From riches to rags
THE son of a successful businessman and a housewife, he has a younger sister and a younger brother. Phyllis, 53, is an executive secretary and Kin Mun, 51, is a banker.
His father, a general commodities wholesaler who came from Guangdong province in China, has another family in Hong Kong with four children, but married the pastor’s mother when he came to Singapore before World War II broke out.
As a boy, Pastor Khong was naughty and had the worst conduct in class when he studied at Catholic High School. His mother had to transfer him to St Michael’s Primary when he was in Primary 4.
“I was one of those hyperactive kids. I would stand up in the middle of a lesson and walk around or I would suddenly push my classmate for no reason,” he recalls.
At home, he was always running into trouble and getting caned for things such as jumping down from the tallest cabinet.
“My mother used to say: ‘When I gave birth to you, I was in a lot of pain. Now, you’re still giving me so much pain’.”
When he was 10, his sheltered life was over. His father died, sparking a bitter fight over the inheritance from his family in Hong Kong. His mother was left with little and was forced to work as a seamstress.
Overnight, he went from being a pampered rich boy who travelled to school in a chauffeur-driven Mercedes-Benz to a poor kid who had to learn how to take the bus for the first time in his life.
Life became hard as his mother developed high blood pressure and started blaming him for it. She would say things such as “If I die tonight, it will be because of you”, prompting him to wake up in the middle of the night to check if she was still alive.
He also remembers how, when he was about to take his O levels, his frail mother told him: “The future of the whole family depends on your exam results. Our fate lies in your hands. If you fail, I will kill myself.”
He says: “I was an angry child back then and I was very angry with my mother.”
He says he has long since gotten over his anger and his 83-year-old mother now lives with his sister.
But at the time, he found support and peace in his church, Grace Baptist Church in Silat Road, which he joined in Secondary 1. He also found solace in magic – he had a pack of cards with him all the time – which he taught himself by reading books.
“I’m motivated by levels of difficulty. The more difficult the trick, the more I loved to do it,” he says. “Anyone can collect stamps. But how many people can make things disappear?”
Fortunately, he did very well in secondary school at St Joseph’s Institution and went on to National Junior College, where he met his wife, Nina. But he turned rebellious in the army and became a chain smoker, lighting up three packs a day. He also stopped going to church.
But he cleaned up his act when he had a spiritual awakening at vacation time during his first year as a business administration undergraduate in the University of Singapore.
He had followed Nina to a church camp in Port Dickson, Malaysia, where a boy drowned on the second day. That shook him up and he “felt a calling” to become a pastor.
Focused and goal-driven
AFTER graduating from university, he worked as an intern pastor in his church. And three weeks after he and Nina tied the knot, they left for Texas in the United States so that he could study for a master’s degree in the Dallas Theological Seminary.
About five years later, he returned to serve in his church, then set up FCBC. It has 10,000 members today and it was at one point the biggest church here, although other megachurches such as City Harvest Church, New Creation Church and Lighthouse Evangelism (Singapore) have since overtaken it.
Reverend Kong Hee, 44, of City Harvest Church, which has a congregation of 24,000, has worked with Pastor Khong on a couple of inter-church religious events.
“I know him to be someone who is passionate in whatever he does and he has helped many people through his community service,” says Reverend Kong.
Indeed, Pastor Khong’s most significant contribution – and one that he is most proud of – is setting up Touch Community Services in 1992.
With 132 full-time staff and 800 volunteers, the non-religious charitable group has helped more than 100,000 people through activities and programmes.
Among other things, it provides free meals, offers counselling services and conducts health screenings for children from low-income or single-parent families, people with special needs and the frail elderly.
He admits that with their Christian roots, he and his colleagues were greeted with suspicion initially. Now, he says they have established themselves as a genuine welfare group “with no strings attached”.
Touch won the Outstanding Non-Profit Organisation Award from the National Volunteer and Philanthropy Centre last year.
“I’m a very focused and goal-driven person. Some people see this as arrogance. So in the church, you either love or hate me,” he says.
“But this is me. The other day, Priscilla fell from a height during a rehearsal and the first thing I asked was: ‘Did you damage the prop?’”
Mr Eugene Seow, 52, executive director of Touch, says Pastor Khong is a leader who is open to new ideas and gives people the freedom to try out different things.
“He’s also a very transparent and honest person. He shares things about his personal life so that people can understand him better,” he adds.
One of the very personal things that he volunteers to Life! without any prompting is that Priscilla is a single mother, with a five-year-old son born out of wedlock.
“I’m not ashamed of talking about it. In fact, I told my church members when it happened,” he says.
But he says it broke his heart when he first knew that she was pregnant and he was so mad that he wanted her to leave the family home.
However, his wife talked to him and he forgave Priscilla. His grandson Isaac is now the apple of his eye and he sends the boy to school every day.
“I don’t hold grudges. Whatever you’ve done, whether you’ve taken drugs or committed a crime, if you say ‘I’m wrong, please help me’, I will bend backwards to help you,” he says with quiet resolve.
“This is my job. But if you continue to sleep around or beat up your wife, then I’ll say, leave my church. I will not help you, but I will help your wife to get a divorce.”
Just read the full interview below:
Pastor Lawrence Khong’s proudest contribution is setting up Touch Community Services, an award-winning non-profit organisation.
EVERYTHING about Lawrence Khong, from the many hats he wears, right down to his choice of shoes, screams unconventional.
This is a man who does not conform to normal expectations, and his red-rimmed spectacles, red Converse sneakers and stylishly gelled hair are testimony to that.
His appearance is not something you would expect of a 55-year-old, and certainly not of someone who is a senior pastor, social worker, magician, businessman and national athlete all rolled into one very energetic body.
When you compliment him on his trendy appearance, he replies with a boisterous laugh: “I’m just a lao hiao.”
The Hokkien term means old vainpot.
“We shouldn’t be afraid of who we are. Flamboyance is not wrong and it depends on how I use it. I can use it to flirt around and be immoral or I can use it to just add colour to an occasion.”
Still, it is hard to reconcile the image of a God-fearing man delivering a heartfelt sermon with that of an illusionist who has performed magic as shocking as “decapitating” his daughter and walking down into the audience, holding her head.
“The young people love it. It is our version of a horror movie,” he says with a twinkle in his eyes.
Pastor Khong may not be a household name but his resume is so long it can be an article in itself.
He is the senior pastor of Faith Community Baptist Church (FCBC), which he started in 1986. One of the megachurches in Singapore, it has a congregation of about 10,000 and holds services at the Singapore Expo’s Max Pavilion.
He is the founder and chairman of Touch Community Services, a non-profit welfare organisation which has 18 centres in Singapore helping the under-privileged and the needy.
He is a magician and has performed in sell-out shows to more than 200,000 people in Singapore, Malaysia, Thailand, Korea, Japan, China, Taiwan and the United States.
He is a businessman, the creative brains behind his production house, Gateway Entertainment, which produces magic shows and makes drama feature films and television movies.
To top it off, he is also a national polo player who won a silver medal with his team at last year’s South-east Asia Games.
“I’m someone who cannot sit still,” he says. “When I was doing my master’s in theology, I would be working on three papers at the same time.”
He demonstrates his yen for multitasking by pretending to type furiously on the table, then suddenly turning his attention to something on his right and then thumbing an imaginary stack of papers.
He adds: “I can think of nothing worse than a beach holiday where I do nothing.
“When I go on a skiing trip, I find out what time the ski resort opens and I will be the first in line, and the whole day will be packed with activities.”
It goes without saying then that the past few months have been pure bliss, as he squeezes daily rehearsals into his already packed schedule.
From Saturday (July 12) till July 20, he and his 27-year-old daughter Priscilla will be performing in a magical theatre show called MagicBox at the Esplanade.
They have also teamed up for the popular magic musical, Magic Of Love, which debuted at the Singapore Indoor Stadium in 2001 and has since toured over 15 cities.
Pastor Khong, who has been performing magic since he was 13, has a wellrehearsed answer when asked if there is a disparity between his roles as a pastor and as a magician, since some Christians frown upon magic as it is deemed to be demonic.
He says: “Yes, I’ve always been asked this question. ‘Pastors are supposed to tell the truth, and here you are bluffing me’.
“Actually, the most honest person in this world is a magician because I tell you I am bluffing you and then proceed to deceive you. I’ve warned you.
“There are some people who deceive you without warning you at all.”
His kids can do magic, too.
THIS interview is conducted over two days, first at his office in Serangoon North, then over lunch at the Singapore Polo Club a few days later.
Charismatic and forthcoming, he is the sort of person whom you will never feel bored being around as he is, in the words of his wife Nina, “full of surprises”.
Dr Khong, 55, who gave up her medical practice six years ago to help him run his production house, says: “He’s not the kind to be contented with the status quo, doing the same thing day in, day out.”
Besides Priscilla, they have three other children, who can all perform magic: Anthony, 26, works in the IT industry; Michelle, 25, is pursuing a degree in architecture at the National University of Singapore and Daniel, 21, is doing national service. They live in a condominium in Serangoon.
Describing her husband as a very easy-going man who never sulks, Dr Khong adds: “Lawrence lives life on the cutting edge and brings a lot of fun into our family life.”
For example, when he turned 40, he decided that he wanted to learn how to ride a horse and promptly enrolled the entire family in riding school.
Six years ago, he developed a passion for snow skiing and, of course, everyone in the family ended up loving the sport too.
He brings a lot of fun to this interview too, as he has all sorts of tricks up his sleeve – literally.
One moment, he is telling you about the two horses he owns, Indio and Sandy, and then the next, he is coolly switching coins surreptitiously from one palm to the next as you watch on, open-mouthed.
He can be munching hungrily on a hot bun with his left hand, and before you realise what is happening, he is already producing one card after another using his right hand, seemingly from thin air.
“These are all tricks. Everyone can do what I do. It’s not like you need some spiritual powers,” he says almost nonchalantly.
Then, in a more serious tone, he adds that he sees the art of magic as “just a medium to communicate good messages of love and family”. He says: “This is why I feel very integrated. As a pastor, I want my members to value family. As a social worker, I realise that (the lack of love) is an issue behind most social problems.
“As a magician, if I can have a great piece of entertainment that makes money for me, puts me onto the path of success and yet allows me to do something very valuable for society, why not?”
That last part refers to Project Smile (Sharing Magic In Love Everywhere), a programme which he pioneered and conceptualised in 2002. It trains youths and adults in magic, and they then entertain the under-privileged in hospitals, day-care centres and homes.
That, along with his “gentle persistence, constant dialogue and explanation and growing success in the positive aspects”, has helped him gain more acceptance from his church members about his love for magic.
But he acknowledges that there are people who find that this is something they cannot reconcile with and have left to join other churches. “Given my profile, there will always be people who don’t like me."
“It’s okay. Don’t make life so difficult for yourself, go find something that you like. I’m not the only pastor in town.”
From riches to rags
THE son of a successful businessman and a housewife, he has a younger sister and a younger brother. Phyllis, 53, is an executive secretary and Kin Mun, 51, is a banker.
His father, a general commodities wholesaler who came from Guangdong province in China, has another family in Hong Kong with four children, but married the pastor’s mother when he came to Singapore before World War II broke out.
As a boy, Pastor Khong was naughty and had the worst conduct in class when he studied at Catholic High School. His mother had to transfer him to St Michael’s Primary when he was in Primary 4.
“I was one of those hyperactive kids. I would stand up in the middle of a lesson and walk around or I would suddenly push my classmate for no reason,” he recalls.
At home, he was always running into trouble and getting caned for things such as jumping down from the tallest cabinet.
“My mother used to say: ‘When I gave birth to you, I was in a lot of pain. Now, you’re still giving me so much pain’.”
When he was 10, his sheltered life was over. His father died, sparking a bitter fight over the inheritance from his family in Hong Kong. His mother was left with little and was forced to work as a seamstress.
Overnight, he went from being a pampered rich boy who travelled to school in a chauffeur-driven Mercedes-Benz to a poor kid who had to learn how to take the bus for the first time in his life.
Life became hard as his mother developed high blood pressure and started blaming him for it. She would say things such as “If I die tonight, it will be because of you”, prompting him to wake up in the middle of the night to check if she was still alive.
He also remembers how, when he was about to take his O levels, his frail mother told him: “The future of the whole family depends on your exam results. Our fate lies in your hands. If you fail, I will kill myself.”
He says: “I was an angry child back then and I was very angry with my mother.”
He says he has long since gotten over his anger and his 83-year-old mother now lives with his sister.
But at the time, he found support and peace in his church, Grace Baptist Church in Silat Road, which he joined in Secondary 1. He also found solace in magic – he had a pack of cards with him all the time – which he taught himself by reading books.
“I’m motivated by levels of difficulty. The more difficult the trick, the more I loved to do it,” he says. “Anyone can collect stamps. But how many people can make things disappear?”
Fortunately, he did very well in secondary school at St Joseph’s Institution and went on to National Junior College, where he met his wife, Nina. But he turned rebellious in the army and became a chain smoker, lighting up three packs a day. He also stopped going to church.
But he cleaned up his act when he had a spiritual awakening at vacation time during his first year as a business administration undergraduate in the University of Singapore.
He had followed Nina to a church camp in Port Dickson, Malaysia, where a boy drowned on the second day. That shook him up and he “felt a calling” to become a pastor.
Focused and goal-driven
AFTER graduating from university, he worked as an intern pastor in his church. And three weeks after he and Nina tied the knot, they left for Texas in the United States so that he could study for a master’s degree in the Dallas Theological Seminary.
About five years later, he returned to serve in his church, then set up FCBC. It has 10,000 members today and it was at one point the biggest church here, although other megachurches such as City Harvest Church, New Creation Church and Lighthouse Evangelism (Singapore) have since overtaken it.
Reverend Kong Hee, 44, of City Harvest Church, which has a congregation of 24,000, has worked with Pastor Khong on a couple of inter-church religious events.
“I know him to be someone who is passionate in whatever he does and he has helped many people through his community service,” says Reverend Kong.
Indeed, Pastor Khong’s most significant contribution – and one that he is most proud of – is setting up Touch Community Services in 1992.
With 132 full-time staff and 800 volunteers, the non-religious charitable group has helped more than 100,000 people through activities and programmes.
Among other things, it provides free meals, offers counselling services and conducts health screenings for children from low-income or single-parent families, people with special needs and the frail elderly.
He admits that with their Christian roots, he and his colleagues were greeted with suspicion initially. Now, he says they have established themselves as a genuine welfare group “with no strings attached”.
Touch won the Outstanding Non-Profit Organisation Award from the National Volunteer and Philanthropy Centre last year.
“I’m a very focused and goal-driven person. Some people see this as arrogance. So in the church, you either love or hate me,” he says.
“But this is me. The other day, Priscilla fell from a height during a rehearsal and the first thing I asked was: ‘Did you damage the prop?’”
Mr Eugene Seow, 52, executive director of Touch, says Pastor Khong is a leader who is open to new ideas and gives people the freedom to try out different things.
“He’s also a very transparent and honest person. He shares things about his personal life so that people can understand him better,” he adds.
One of the very personal things that he volunteers to Life! without any prompting is that Priscilla is a single mother, with a five-year-old son born out of wedlock.
“I’m not ashamed of talking about it. In fact, I told my church members when it happened,” he says.
But he says it broke his heart when he first knew that she was pregnant and he was so mad that he wanted her to leave the family home.
However, his wife talked to him and he forgave Priscilla. His grandson Isaac is now the apple of his eye and he sends the boy to school every day.
“I don’t hold grudges. Whatever you’ve done, whether you’ve taken drugs or committed a crime, if you say ‘I’m wrong, please help me’, I will bend backwards to help you,” he says with quiet resolve.
“This is my job. But if you continue to sleep around or beat up your wife, then I’ll say, leave my church. I will not help you, but I will help your wife to get a divorce.”
A radical, genuine Christian that be saved
Mattew 7 :13-20
I the first place, I repent here.
Today, I did wake up several
times before it was too late for the
service, however, on account of
my laziness and sinful desire, I
didn't make it. I shouldn't have
made this mistake if I was really
zealous about God.
Secondly, in order to compensate
the time spent with lord I missed.
I find a sermon on Youtube, which
is preached by paster Paul Washer.
The sermon made me into my
mind of how terrible a Christian I
am now. I follow my will, deceive
myself by my heart, lust and live
by the world standard............. I
repent it here, and in front of
God, I swear, I will act like God,
like Jesus, and holy. I will be
recognized by the fruid I bear in
Christ.
turn away from the sin. not to be
like the world but to be like jesus
christ.
compare you with the scripture.
examine your self and test your
self to see whether you are in the
faith.
there is a narrow gate.
you never done anything except
sins.
God is holy god that's why god
hate you, hate your sins.
repent and believe the gospel.
you are saved because you repent
and belive
spend the rest of your life to
repent and believe in jesus
the path also narrow
don't act like the world
no one can be a genuine christian
if he continually live in sin and
wickedness.
you will walk in the narrow way of
rightousness if you want ot be
genuin christian.
The people who love you will tell
you most the truth
you encounter jesus but not be
permernently changed
anyone doesn't bear the fruit will
be cut down and thrown to the
fire
I am so deceived by my own
heart, but there is only one that is
not decieved.
the evidence of faith is that you
do the will of Father
do you know jesus, does jesus
know you? because the people
will be recognized by their fruits.
there are tow ways, one is narrow
way and broad way. their is two
trees one bears good fruit the
other is thrown into fire. there are
two types of man, one is lost the
other one is saved.
I the first place, I repent here.
Today, I did wake up several
times before it was too late for the
service, however, on account of
my laziness and sinful desire, I
didn't make it. I shouldn't have
made this mistake if I was really
zealous about God.
Secondly, in order to compensate
the time spent with lord I missed.
I find a sermon on Youtube, which
is preached by paster Paul Washer.
The sermon made me into my
mind of how terrible a Christian I
am now. I follow my will, deceive
myself by my heart, lust and live
by the world standard............. I
repent it here, and in front of
God, I swear, I will act like God,
like Jesus, and holy. I will be
recognized by the fruid I bear in
Christ.
turn away from the sin. not to be
like the world but to be like jesus
christ.
compare you with the scripture.
examine your self and test your
self to see whether you are in the
faith.
there is a narrow gate.
you never done anything except
sins.
God is holy god that's why god
hate you, hate your sins.
repent and believe the gospel.
you are saved because you repent
and belive
spend the rest of your life to
repent and believe in jesus
the path also narrow
don't act like the world
no one can be a genuine christian
if he continually live in sin and
wickedness.
you will walk in the narrow way of
rightousness if you want ot be
genuin christian.
The people who love you will tell
you most the truth
you encounter jesus but not be
permernently changed
anyone doesn't bear the fruit will
be cut down and thrown to the
fire
I am so deceived by my own
heart, but there is only one that is
not decieved.
the evidence of faith is that you
do the will of Father
do you know jesus, does jesus
know you? because the people
will be recognized by their fruits.
there are tow ways, one is narrow
way and broad way. their is two
trees one bears good fruit the
other is thrown into fire. there are
two types of man, one is lost the
other one is saved.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
series1
Reflections on the first 3 day of prayer
Since I want to get protection, love and wisdom from God, I have to totally devote to my religion and live by God’s law, God’s word and Holy Spirit. One thing cannot be denied is that only with the sense or feeling of God’s strong presence, can we live by his standard, obey him and live for him. I say, if God’s presence can be felt in every moment in your life, your life is one in which you are living for God in Jesus name. So I want to write some to reflect what God has command me and change me, by which his presence in my life will be stronger.
The first day: The great buffet
God spoke to me: Long before he shouts her whispers. But are we listening? Have we drowned him out with our keyboards, guitars and loud speakers?” Yes, In daily life, we committed a lot of sins most of which we realize before we do it. Sometimes God whispers about it, remind me, but I never listen to him. God has showed me that watching movie and getting too much entertainment will spoil my career my study (in the first and second semester). It is his whisper. I can see if I make effort in the following semesters, I can still get a very good grade. What if I don’t listen to him continually with a stubborn and blur mind? He will shout to me: You are out--Out of your competition, out of your dream, out of God’s initial plan, at least, temporarily. So here, I ask for change and ears that heat and understand—before god has to shout at us through a prophet or perhaps, even through a disaster.
The second day: the great trap
He teaches me a new word, façade of piety. And what rebellion I take now? I think the absence from cell group is one. Yeah, everyday, I look so busy and cannot leave 2 hours for got while I have 10 hours to watch movie and chat online. Yeah, from now on, go to the cell group if no urgent things happen.
The third day: the great farce.
Don’t waste my fast: let it work deep in my heart. I think I will fast one meal in a week, which accompanied by heart change, character transformation.
Since I want to get protection, love and wisdom from God, I have to totally devote to my religion and live by God’s law, God’s word and Holy Spirit. One thing cannot be denied is that only with the sense or feeling of God’s strong presence, can we live by his standard, obey him and live for him. I say, if God’s presence can be felt in every moment in your life, your life is one in which you are living for God in Jesus name. So I want to write some to reflect what God has command me and change me, by which his presence in my life will be stronger.
The first day: The great buffet
God spoke to me: Long before he shouts her whispers. But are we listening? Have we drowned him out with our keyboards, guitars and loud speakers?” Yes, In daily life, we committed a lot of sins most of which we realize before we do it. Sometimes God whispers about it, remind me, but I never listen to him. God has showed me that watching movie and getting too much entertainment will spoil my career my study (in the first and second semester). It is his whisper. I can see if I make effort in the following semesters, I can still get a very good grade. What if I don’t listen to him continually with a stubborn and blur mind? He will shout to me: You are out--Out of your competition, out of your dream, out of God’s initial plan, at least, temporarily. So here, I ask for change and ears that heat and understand—before god has to shout at us through a prophet or perhaps, even through a disaster.
The second day: the great trap
He teaches me a new word, façade of piety. And what rebellion I take now? I think the absence from cell group is one. Yeah, everyday, I look so busy and cannot leave 2 hours for got while I have 10 hours to watch movie and chat online. Yeah, from now on, go to the cell group if no urgent things happen.
The third day: the great farce.
Don’t waste my fast: let it work deep in my heart. I think I will fast one meal in a week, which accompanied by heart change, character transformation.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
it is not student's fault to fail in their study
~Cherish every moment in ur life~
It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.
2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.
7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
' How can a student pass ?????'
*Please pass this on and you will have good luck for your
examinations through out your life studying =)
It's not the fault of student if
he/she fails because the year ONLY
has 365 days...
typical academic year for a student:
1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313.
2. Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.
3. 8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.
4. 1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.
5. 2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30 days.
Days left 96.
6. 1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.
7. Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.
8. Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.
9. For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.
10. Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.
11. That 1 day is your birthday.
How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
' How can a student pass ?????'
*Please pass this on and you will have good luck for your
examinations through out your life studying =)
Sunday, July 6, 2008
losing consciousness
Losing consciousness
Genesis 2:17: but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat of it you will surely die.
Adam and Even eventually eat the fruit of knowledge and their eyes were suddenly opened, like what serpent told them, that they suddenly realized that they are naked. They were ashamed of being naked and used leaves to cover themselves. Surprisingly, after eating, they didn’t die, whereas the knowledge of good and evil and many consciousness emerged. Did God lie to them while the serpent said the truth? Yes, to certain extent. Nay, from different angle.
As soon as God create man, he blessed them and said to them, "Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it; and rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over every living thing that moves on the earth." (Genesis 1: 28) God doesn’t use ‘be fruitful’ instead of ‘become fruitful’. Yes, we have had our living purpose and we are born fruitful and multiplied. I n God’s eyes, we are qualified to rule, to excel, to succeed naturally. However, after our ancestors—Adam and Eve—ate the fruit, we become self-conscious. We feel shame, rejected, fear and care too much what other think of us, like Adam and Eve, they are conscious of others’ thought and feel shame of being naked.
My fellow friends, have you ever thought of the life in which we needn’t care about others’ opinion? Will you live a very happy and fulfilled life? We dare not reach out to make friends and express ourselves, being afraid of rejection; we are forced to follow the most and reluctantly stand out, being afraid of shame; we dare not try new things and act as ourselves, intending to avoid fear; Whenever encounter problems, we finger point others, shifting responsibility. Fear, Shame, Rejection and shifting responsibility rise with self-consciousness when we are other-opinion orientated. And these are the obstacle in the road of success.
What can we do? Cast all the Fear, Shame, Rejection and Shifting responsibility to God, to Jesus. Jesus is rejected, so we will never be rejected again. Jesus bear the shame, fear for us, we needn’t care others opinion too much. We are born fruitful and successful. Don’t feel inferiority, because you are perfect in god’s eyes; you need not be worried about your appearance any more; you are set free by Jesus. Follow God’s Law, get protection from God and believe in God and Jesus. When you are tested you grow. Only if we use the blade of God to blow down the tree of self-consciousness and use lopper of Jesus to cut down the branches of fear, shame, rejection and shifting responsibility, can be bear the most fruit in our life dwelling in Christ. We are set free by following and believe in Jesus. You believe in God, God also believes in you that you are a success.
Genesis 2:17: but you must not eat from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, for when you eat of it you will surely die.
Adam and Even eventually eat the fruit of knowledge and their eyes were suddenly opened, like what serpent told them, that they suddenly realized that they are naked. They were ashamed of being naked and used leaves to cover themselves. Surprisingly, after eating, they didn’t die, whereas the knowledge of good and evil and many consciousness emerged. Did God lie to them while the serpent said the truth? Yes, to certain extent. Nay, from different angle.
As soon as God create man, he blessed them and said to them, "Be fruitful and multiply, and fill the earth, and subdue it; and rule over the fish of the sea and over the birds of the sky and over every living thing that moves on the earth." (Genesis 1: 28) God doesn’t use ‘be fruitful’ instead of ‘become fruitful’. Yes, we have had our living purpose and we are born fruitful and multiplied. I n God’s eyes, we are qualified to rule, to excel, to succeed naturally. However, after our ancestors—Adam and Eve—ate the fruit, we become self-conscious. We feel shame, rejected, fear and care too much what other think of us, like Adam and Eve, they are conscious of others’ thought and feel shame of being naked.
My fellow friends, have you ever thought of the life in which we needn’t care about others’ opinion? Will you live a very happy and fulfilled life? We dare not reach out to make friends and express ourselves, being afraid of rejection; we are forced to follow the most and reluctantly stand out, being afraid of shame; we dare not try new things and act as ourselves, intending to avoid fear; Whenever encounter problems, we finger point others, shifting responsibility. Fear, Shame, Rejection and shifting responsibility rise with self-consciousness when we are other-opinion orientated. And these are the obstacle in the road of success.
What can we do? Cast all the Fear, Shame, Rejection and Shifting responsibility to God, to Jesus. Jesus is rejected, so we will never be rejected again. Jesus bear the shame, fear for us, we needn’t care others opinion too much. We are born fruitful and successful. Don’t feel inferiority, because you are perfect in god’s eyes; you need not be worried about your appearance any more; you are set free by Jesus. Follow God’s Law, get protection from God and believe in God and Jesus. When you are tested you grow. Only if we use the blade of God to blow down the tree of self-consciousness and use lopper of Jesus to cut down the branches of fear, shame, rejection and shifting responsibility, can be bear the most fruit in our life dwelling in Christ. We are set free by following and believe in Jesus. You believe in God, God also believes in you that you are a success.
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